This is the only place I know of where no one from work is following me, friending me, etc…. so here, I can be honest.
We had a meeting this week, we start Fall registration next week, so we were going over a few things that we are doing differently, etc.
Then my boss asks me how I am doing with getting my work done… me, no one else… and said she wanted all my stuff to be caught up before Monday. Its 1:30pm Friday now, and yes, everything available for me to work on is done.
I was offended that she picked me out and told me she needed me to BE HERE next week and ON TIME… I normally get in at 8:30 due to certain illnesses that make mornings really difficult to deal with, my pain is much higher in the mornings, etc.
So she wants me there at 8am. It will be a huge struggle, I am almost always a few minutes late getting here by 8:30. But I promised to try.
Then, yesterday, I went into her office and asked her not to single me out again like that in a meeting. She tired to make it sound like I had opened the door to that, right… I asked you to humiliate me in front of my co-workers. Not to mention, if I am late, or miss a day, I am so freaking fast and good at what I do, I can keep caught up. The only time I cannot, is in the spring when tons of silly high school students send up their high school transcript before they graduate… which means I have to load that one, and the graduated one when it gets here. On top of that, we have gazzilions of students coming in from 4 year colleges to take summer classes, and those start flowing in at the same time, duplicates, and other crap…. sure, anyone would blow a gasket!
she then told me she did not expect me to attend the meeting and had gone around to everyone else and asked them how they were doing, earlier that morning…. just found out that was total BS. How do you deal with a boss who lies to you? I am attending a group therapy held at a teaching college near by… and trying to learn how to deal with the crap that upsets me at work, at home, in my past, etc…..
I just do not need to be fucked over at work anymore. I do my job, and I do it well, much better than others, who miss a ton of work, do theirs….. but hey… for some reason I am not aware of, those folks cannot be addressed, reprimanded or asked to do better. I get my freaking wrist slapped so often I am numb…. sigh
GGGGGRRRRRRRRRR!
Hating the world right now.
